Saturday, May 19, 2012

Stressed


Good Things To Say When You're Stressed

1. "Okay, okay! I take it back. Unfuck you!!!"
2. "You say I'm a bitch like it's a bad thing?!"
3. "How many times do I have to flush before you go away?"
4. "Well this day was a total waste of make-up"
5. "Well aren't we a bloody ray of sunshine?"
6. "Don't bother me, I'm living happily ever after."
7. "Do I look like a fucking people person!"
8. "This isn't an office. It's HELL with fluorescent lighting"
9. "I started out with nothing still have most of it left" !
10. "I pretend to work, they pretend to pay me"
11. "YOU!!... off my planet!!!"
12. "Therapy is expensive. Popping bubble plastic is cheap. You
          choose"
13. "Practice random acts of intelligence and senseless acts of
         self-control".
14. "Errors have been made. Others will be blamed"
15. "And your cry-baby, whiny-assed opinion would be.....?"
16. "I'm not crazy. I've been in a very bad mood for 30
     years."
17. "Sarcasm is just one more service I offer."
18. "Whatever kind of look you were going for, you missed"
19. "Do they ever shut up on your planet?"
20. "I'm not your type.! I'm not inflatable"
21. "Stress is when you wake up screaming and you realize you
       haven't gone to sleep yet"
22. "Back off!! You're standing in my aura."
23. "Don't worry. I forgot your name too."
24. "I just want revenge. Is that so wrong?"
25. "I work 45 hours a week to be this poor."
26. "Nice perfume. Must you marinate in it."
27. "Not all men are annoying. Some are dead."
28. "Wait...I'm trying to imagine you with a personality"
29. "Chaos, panic and disorder . . . my work here is done."
30. "Ambivalent? Well yes and no."
31. "You look like shit. Is that the style now?"
32. "Earth is full. Go home."
33. "Awww, did I step on your poor little bitty ego?"
34. "I'm not tense, just terribly, terribly alert."
35. "A hard-on doesn't count as personal growth."
36. "You are depriving some village of an idiot."
37. "If assholes could fly, this place would be an airport!"


Life


Life is a playground. You don't know who you will meet, rules change frequently and not everyone plays nice. If you don't fit or can't play nice then move to someone/somewhere else.
Feelings may get hurt, body parts may become damaged but in time all will heal.Toescape the pain,thehurt and the game you may want to leave but it will be for all the wrong reasons.
You never stop playing and there is only one true way to leave, but be sure that is what you really want to do because you can never return.
I myself have played for awhileand now find myself at the door trying to decide to leave or stay and as the days go on the decision isn't any easier

Fear


We never seem to realize how powerful this one emotoncan be. Fear is part of our daily lives. Some hide it, some do show it, somepretend it doesn't exist but it does.
If you could sit down and make a list of your fears, and I mean be realistic and honest about them, you would be surprised to learn that some of the most simple and mundane things make us fear them. Some fears we can noteven see but they are there, there for our pleasure, for our skepticism, for our pain.
I have learned, especially on here, that no matter what your orientation, your sex, your lifestyle you are afraid of something. Dom/Dommesmay laugh at this and think I am full of shit but I am not. It is funny to think of someone in such a role would be afraid especially admitting they are afraid and the same goes for being a sub/slave or whatever thinking they are afraid of everything and yournot.
I came across an email from another site sent to me by a Dommewho sent her regrets for not accepting my invite to play and it is not the regret which I understood but the way it was written. It sounded like she was afraid to take a leap, a risk, a chance on a new subject for the mere fact that I was alotyounger than herself. I thought about how funny that sounded until it dawned on me that is was indeed a valid frear.
For some fear is a safety net, a blankiein wish to cuddle with, a place werefear doesn't exist and for others including myself it can be that and a destructive areatoplay with as well because fear leads us to be more cautious and can take over your life.
I met two exceptional women on here who had some fears and now have since dealt with them and it made them stronger and more beautiful for doing so and I have decided that I will learn to do what they have done to hopefully make me a better person.